I'm reading the book of Philippians this week in order to cheer my soul. I don't necessarily need cheering, but Philippians is my favorite book and I always look forward to the way chapter four revives me. In addition to the encouragement Paul offers in his writing, I've also been brought to my knees with conviction this week. Today I was particularly in awe of Jesus' character illustrated in chapter 2 and thought I would share it.
"Don't be selfish; don't try to impress others. Be humble, thinking of others better than yourselves. Don't look out only for your own interests, but take an interest in others, too. You must have the same attitude that Christ had. Though he was God, he did not think of equality with God as something to cling to. Instead, he gave up his divine privileges; he took the humble position of a slave and was born as a human being. When he appeared in human form, he humbled himself in obedience to God and he died a criminal's death on a cross." Philippians 2:3-8
Jesus didn't cling to power, prestige or privilege. But he submitted to God in obedience. I've noticed myself struggle for position and power in my marriage lately, internally. Thoughts that begin with "I shouldn't have to ___" run rampant in my mind as I cling to my pride.
O, how quick I am to protect my pride. If there is every a doubt of how fabulous I am or how much attention I deserve, I make it known. Whether it's a constant dedication to how I look or how intelligent I sound, or how sincere and deep my faith is, or how well my husband is supposed to love me, I am keeping tabs on it.
So this morning, as I look at who Jesus is, I am humbled. He didn't cling to his authority. He gave up his privileges to humble himself in obedience. This morning my heart deflated in sorrow for my selfish ambition and swelled with great love for our King.
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